wow everyone thanks for writing

first off Darren, D. Naar, Renda, Rum, Charlie, Nancy, and Cey thanks for responding to me, and O.B., Pop, Billy, And Los thanks too I really needed all the help out here.
Hey mommy, all I could think of is when ever I get in trouble somewhere and things look bleek and even if its hours later someone is there to help. Its only been a little over two months and I cant believe you're gone. I really wish like everyone else that I could just call you up and tell you about things and that I love you. I have no concept of time here on my trip but since the last time I saw you it feels like a lifetime ago. Whats it like where you are? I know you're in a better place, its just wierd knowing I cant go by 210 Pelham and find you there. Sorry if I took your life for granted when you were still alive, AND i SHOULD OF CAME BY MORE OFTEN. Anyway thank you and popi for giving me life.Please keep me strong on my trip cause I'm trying to find that peace within.